sometimes you just wonder which one to choose, you have so many hearts to please and take care of, and it is your decision that will decide who you prefer. and what happens when the person who brought you up to speak with respect, speaks without it. what should you do when the person thinks he/she is always right? and that nothing you say is of any worth? i've chosen to keep myself shut. i've never wanted to bring up my point, it will end up in the sewers. how i wish to have a good, close and loving relationship, but it just didnt, never, and will never work to that extend. its been that way since i was a small kid, and it has stayed that way till present day. -

i will just live my life